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Faith Current's avatar

"The truth is, when the choice was between more of what I loved versus a little bit of what I liked, I chose love. All the way."

Amen to that. For me -- and this is different from what you're writing, I realise -- I have to have a heart connection with music for it to have meaning for me. And I'll take that heart connection over transitory appreciation anyday.

At the risk of devolving your lovely piece into yet another "streaming vs vinyl" discussion, which is not my intention, as much as I appreciate and avail myself of the pleasures of instant gratification and musical tourism with the ability to listen to everything ever recorded instantly, I miss the days when I ached... ached in the same way one might ache for an absent lover... for music that I could not listen to until I saved money for the album. I remember laying in bed awake at night fantasizing about the album I was longing for. And on the day when I was able to go and buy it, feeling like I was rushing to meet my beloved. Those albums.... those albums still have magic for me in a way that things I stream don't have. And I would give a lot for just one more of those experiences. The idea that that are things out there by the artists I'm in love with that I haven't heard is precious to me. (Part of why I still haven't listend to Now and Then.) Sometimes the ache for what we don't have and can't hear is as sweet as the satisfaction of hearing it.

We've lost the sweetness of longing.

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Steve Goldberg's avatar

Andres, are those photos of all the Mariah records your personal collection? I assume yes (and great di”splay” of them on the white background!). You are a true superfan. Even with my favorite bands, I don’t think I have more than two versions of any record. Even when space wasn’t a concern I was always a bit of a penny pincher. I am at a point where I don’t buy much physical media anymore (for reasons financial and spacial), but going through my collection, which covers 45 years of my life and probably 85 of musical life, I can access that original excitement from when I bought each record just by looking at it.

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